mooncake festival 2007

... that was my first and the last mooncake festival in KTT, Sepang... and i really enjoyed that night...
... 25th of september 2007, the second last day of my Pre-AS... after finishing my biology practical paper that afternoon, i started to enjoy, as the last paper for my exams is just Malaysian Studies...
... at first i didn't plan to celebrate the day a lot, thinking maybe treating myself with a can of carbonated drink will make the day... laziness was one of the reason, but the major factor was that i don't want to see some people who will spoil my mood for the whole night...
... but anyway, our lives don't really go 100% according to what we plan, right? in fact, sometimes it may go really different from what we planned, just as in this case... i made a decision, and my night just went wild...
... thanks to Mr. Albert, i was able to have a slice of mooncake, and it was nice... then after dinner, we started to light up our lanterns, and thanks to our dear Albert again, who provided the lanterns, the candles and everything... at first we actually faced difficulties in lighting up the lanterns, as all of us forgot how to light them up... funny eh? but of course after some funny moments, we managed to light them up... so we carried the lanterns and walked around the college area, dropping by the party organised by some india-bound students... we didn't stop there very long, and after that we went walking around with our lanterns again...
... then, we decided to go up the hill, to get a bird's eye view of the night Sepang... so we started moving before the others go, so that we could enjoy our time up the hill there... and to my surprise, the view up there was really nice, beautiful scenery... we went crazy, taking pictures non-stop, until someone came out with the idea of scaring the next group of people coming up... we went and hide at a corner, waiting for our "preys" to show up... but in the end, our "big plan" didn't work... nay, they were just so insensitive... such a disappointment... after that, we talked around with our friends who appeared then, with the big group of people... and believe it or not? my classmate actually confessed! he sang Jay Chou's "Qing Tian" , Harlem's "Qing Fei De Yi" and "When You Say Nothing At All" to the girl, with his friends, singing along and playing guitars for him... it was really romantic, and for sure, the girl nodded her head... haha, envious... i'm really happy for him, and he is really all out for her... imagine a guy who does not know any chinese (except "sleep" in chinese) is willing to learn two chinese songs for the girl...
... after "watching" the "singing and confess session", we walked down the hill back to my college... and that was the end of the day...
... this year's mooncake festival celebration was indeed a nice and special experience for me... i've never expected it to turn out this fun and enjoyable...
my one and only mooncake festival celebration in KTT, Sepang... yes, i shall remember it always... this shall be an important part of my happy memories in KTT for sure...

keep laughing, just keep on laughing...

... i laughed quite a lot two days ago, maybe too much i think...
... i kept on laughing, even forcing myself to laugh out, i don't want to stop laughing, because i know if i ever stop laughing, my tears will be flowing out non-stop...
... that was such a humiliation... i feel so humiliated and embarassed, until i felt like running back home that night itself...
... i just couldn't imagine this happened... that was really the last thing i would want to see it happen, really...
... when i heard it, i really felt like crying, i feel so embarassed and humiliated...
... why does this happen on me? of all the people on earth, why is it me? i don't know how am i going to face this problem... act like nothing happened seems like a good resolution, but for how long i'll have to do this? i don't know...
... am i angry of them? no i'm not, and i'm very sure of this... i don't blame them, i just don't want them to talk of it again... please, leave me alone, get me out of this... let's have it ended here...
... i plead you all, leave me alone, please... don't take my last bit of pride off me, leave me at least a small bit... i can't take anymore of these... so please, stop all these, please...

life is getting hectic...

... next two weeks will be my Pre-AS exams... really hope that i can strike straight As for all the papers!!
... i think my life is getting more and more hectic, after this exam, i have only two weeks to rest, and straight after that will be my real and the one and only AS examinations, which stretch over October and November...
... so maybe you guys out there won't see me around for two or three months, i might get "disappeared" until my exams are over... be patient, after that, i'll get back into action again... :p wait for my return, will ya?

...shedded too much tears, that's enough of it...
...i will shed my tears no more for all these, even if this will harden my heart, turning me into a cold and heartless person...
...there are too many wounds all over my heart, too much injuries, i'm too weak for more of it...
...i will become tough and strong, my heart strengthened by the elimination of all the feelings, and then i'll be immuned, immuned against heart-break and sadness, even if this means that i'll have no more emotion, show no more passion... i just want to be protected from all these...
...if you ever see me in the future, if i show no response at all, if i have no expressions on my face, yes, that is my new self...
...my old self has died,after shedding too much tears, after having my heart broken too much... the small pieces of heart that broke apart, like the broken parts of glass, killed my old self...

the long anticipated HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL...

... finally watched HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 2, the long-awaited teenage movie, in my college with some others (actually there were quite a lot...) college mates...
...what can i say about this movie? Zac Efron is still the cute Zac Efron, Vanessa Hudgens is still the cute and pretty Hudgens, and Sharpay, of course, is still so SHARPAY!!! she looks like Paris , doesn't she? (Don't you see that? :p) the movie is still nice overall, songs are nice too, but i don't really like Sharpay's version of "You are the music in me".... eww... that song is just not right for pinky rock and roll...... sigh...
...it is still an OK movie for me, quite nice to watch... some asked me if the first one is nicer... for me, well, of course the first movie is nice, if not they wouldn't have came out with High School Musical 2 right? i think we can't compare the two , because they are all High School Musical, and High School Musical absolutely rocks!!