...shedded too much tears, that's enough of it...
...i will shed my tears no more for all these, even if this will harden my heart, turning me into a cold and heartless person...
...there are too many wounds all over my heart, too much injuries, i'm too weak for more of it...
...i will become tough and strong, my heart strengthened by the elimination of all the feelings, and then i'll be immuned, immuned against heart-break and sadness, even if this means that i'll have no more emotion, show no more passion... i just want to be protected from all these...
...if you ever see me in the future, if i show no response at all, if i have no expressions on my face, yes, that is my new self...
...my old self has died,after shedding too much tears, after having my heart broken too much... the small pieces of heart that broke apart, like the broken parts of glass, killed my old self...