... we could have been better ...

... we could have been better friends, if i hadn't leave you behind ...
... we could have been better friends, if i had kept in touch with you all the time ...
... we could have been better friends, if i had shared with you more of my life ...
... we could have been better friends, if i had picked up my phone and called you once or twice ...
... we could have been better friends, if i had sent you a message asking you "are you doing fine? " ...
... we could have been better friends, if i had done all these ...
... but i hadn't ...
... i hadn't been calling you because i got so busy with my new life ...
... i hadn't been messaging you because i got the feeling that you might be busy at time ...
... i hadn't been sharing with you more of my life just because i thought ...
... because i thought you might not even want to listen ...
... because i thought you might have found friends better than me ...
... but i was wrong ...
... until this very moment, you are still a best friend of mine, and you will still be, to the very end of my life ...
... i really don't want to lose you ...
... even though i'm losing you bits by bits ...
... so long, my friend ...
... may we become as how we used to be before ...
... friendship forever for you, if you wish ...